....yawn....huh?

Insomnia....is....kicking....my....ass....yawn....slept...for...about....an....hour....
last....night.....got....up....and....had....a....refreshing....nosebleed......had...to...
sparkle....for...web....design....gig....somehow....did....got.....gig.....may....I...
...go....to....bed....now?

Worst. Day. Ever.

Today I had blood drawn, a pap test, and killed a spider.

What did you do today?

Things your GYN should not say...

"WHAT is that?"

"So, got a little snow around the foundation, huh?"

"Whoa, how many of them are in there?!"

"That's hilarious, you guys, come look at this!"

"I've got to remember to take out the body of that dead badger out of my trunk."

"Scooch up! Scooch up!"

"Heeeeelllllllloooooo!" ::places hand up to ear::

"Well, if nothing else I can count this towards my enforced community service."

"Did it just get brighter in here?"



So, guess where I have to go tomorrow.

How did I miss this?

The Riddler is dead. Long live something something.

Le sigh

I miss Di.

So tired

I am so tired lately. I went to bed a 6p last night, I woke up for a few hours, then slept pretty well until the morning when Ms Moo woke me up a little after 8a. I'm ready to go to bed now. The headaches have become less frequent but are still around on almost a daily basis.

I went out today even though I was full of anxiety to the point of being shaky. I don't know why, I just know that I didn't want to be out and couldn't wait to get home. I even splurged for a cab.

What is going on in my brain?

Oh, and on behalf of Tavie, Fuck you, May 21st!

Link added

If you look to the left of the screen you'll see that between Gina and Joe I've added Heroine Girl.

Her story is one of survival, it is raw and real in the retelling, and it could have happened to anyone. It's that one road splitting into two - one way is a childhood of innocence, safety and knowing that she was the most important thing in her father's life - the other road leads to a step-family, being ostracized by her father in favor of his new wife and family, sexual abuse, drug addiction, and the sex industry.

What most wouldn't have after taking the second road is the hope, optimism and altruism that Heroine Girl radiates.

Happy birthday, Kit!

It's Kitana's birthday!

I wish she were here, with the rest of the Goils and Boils, so we could celebrate properly.

One day....one day....

Bored now...

I'm feeling bored and lonely. I have therapy tonight, switched from Tuesday morning from now on, so I'm waiting until it's time to leave. I still haven't heard from Di and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't worried, I am such a worrier though I've been worrying already for weeks. I imagine it'll be okay but I miss her.

I've gotten into the habit of napping again so I'm really sleepy right now. I could take a little nap but I don't want to over sleep and miss therapy.

Lordy, I'm not only bored, I'm boring.

Ahhhhhhhhhh.....

Better now.

Thank you, Joe.

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I'm having a very bad day.

Where is Di? Di is gone!

I hope she's on an adventure -- maybe she became a pirate!

Nah. I can't see her getting into a full swashbuckle. Half maybe, but not full. Plus I think she'd find the hat to be annoying.

I don't think she would have joined the circus, too much dust and children.

I wonder if she has it in her to become a flamingo dancer!

What am I thinking; she doesn't wear dresses and I think there either a hat involved or some kind of uncomfortable hair clip.

What would Di do? I think it's a question that we should ask ourselves. It could make the world a better place.

Just for now, I'm going to ask where she is, when find her, then I'll ask her what she would do.