Dry Blogging @ The Canvas Cafe

Why am I an hour and a half early? I'm not sure why I do this - now I'm bored and feeling out of place.

It's way to warm in here - drinking hot coffee can't help. I do need the caffeine - I don't know how I'm going to make it through Charles and Joe's shows - I do know that the next couple of days will be spent at home.

I should clean the place anyway. I could start trying to write again. I know there's a way to start but I don't remember what it is. I know that I used to know because I have written before so I must be able to do it.

What translation unit have I lost that turns inspiration into words?

Just do it?

I don't know what that means. I do know what it means I don't know how to make it happen.

I can write but it isn't the inspiration - it's as if there's a filter that scrapes away all that shined so what I get is dull and lifeless. A badly processed photograph of a beautiful life.

There's so many people - what inspires them to get out of bed everyday?

What makes sense to them?

Why can't I see it in their eyes?

People must exist without it I just don't know why.

What is the point of living an uninspired life?

Maybe I'll go sit in the park and think.

Very Tired

Late night last night. What was going to be a movie night turned in to a giggle-a-thon and today my ribs hurt.

Today's yoga is going to be painful.

Happy birthday, Sparkie!

Today is my good friend, Charles's, birthday.

He tells me how to live my goddamn life.

Well, someone has to.

And I love him for it.

Naughtier Blogger

Okay, so it seems that the comments and the date is now above the post and the horizontal line for the post.

Jesus.

Naughty Blogger

It seems that the post that I wrote on Wednesday is gone.

I have no memory of what it was about or why I wrote it.

I have put the comments back up so if anyone can remember what I wrote, please let me know.

Computer Issues

I've recently had so many problems with my computer, The Hendershot 2000, that I don't find on line as much fun at the moment.

I want to. I think about surfin' the net, but then I remember that I have to download StuffIt.

Oh, shit, I have to download StuffIt.

Later.

WELL, FER CHRIST'S SAKE!

My computer pooped out on me and I've been without it for over two weeks.

I haven't been ignoring you.

I might have lost all my email address.

Sigh!

I'm also taking this opportunity to change my template.

Joe's Blog

Okay, you guys, if you haven't gone to Joe's Blog yet, you have to go right now and read his latest entry. It's as touching and as funny as anything I've read. In my first reading of it, I gasped, I laughed, I worried needlessly, and found hope where I didn't expect it.

Please go now.