When will I find a template I like?

I can't seem to find a template I like. And I really don't like that it shows my whole name.

Bah!

At what point does one stop feeling tired? I've been tired for so long I can't remember the last time I felt energized. I would have to guess that it must have been when I was working out. Or when I wasn't eating sugar. Or when I was a vegetarian. Some time when I was taking care of myself. I excerised today for the first time in years. I've got to bring my weight down before I have a heart attack or gain so much weight that I will eventually have to be taken out of my apartment by a crane.

"Free freak show!" Arg.

Here it is another day sitting around my apartment rather than going to work. It's
gotten so that I hate that place. The occupancy has been so low that there have only
been two people per shift and I'm working a lot of days alone with someone I think is a total prat. Needless to say, I've been reading *a lot.* I've finished a Stephen King
book in just over a week.

What I should be doing is writing, except it's so annoying to have to do it long hand.
I'm able to do the stream of conscienceness better and easier -- which I believe is the
point -- on the computer.