At what point does one stop feeling tired? I've been tired for so long I can't remember the last time I felt energized. I would have to guess that it must have been when I was working out. Or when I wasn't eating sugar. Or when I was a vegetarian. Some time when I was taking care of myself. I excerised today for the first time in years. I've got to bring my weight down before I have a heart attack or gain so much weight that I will eventually have to be taken out of my apartment by a crane.

"Free freak show!" Arg.