I'm making it official.

I have given up on the guy.

I don't think I want to be with someone who is so casual with my feelings. I know that I need to be patient with him but what about my feelings? I can't think about being with someone who is so careless about my feelings. Yes, he is young, and yes, he is a guy, but he's still supposed to be my friend. He didn't even drop me a quickie email like he sent to other friends to let them know his computer was broken. He never gave me his phone number although he has mine he's hasn't used it. There are better guys, and if their aren't, I don't think I want one.

I'm taking applications. Send references. I will be checking them.