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I have a meeting on Friday with the PBX Director, HR Director, and my union rep about getting my job back.

I don't think it's going to happen. In a way, I don't want it to happen. Everytime I think about what happened I get angry, everytime I picture the office, or the employee entrance, or the cafe, I get angry. I'm not saying I didn't deserve it, I am saying that there are others, who still have their jobs, that have done worse and management have bent over backwards to let them keep their jobs.

I'm not expecting anyone to bend over backwards for me, I just want a chance to prove myself.

(As I was typing that last sentence, I accidently wrote, "probe myself." Perhaps my brain is trying to take advantage of me. Who knew that my brain was a predator.)

Good news!

Rick is going to be in town this weekend, and I need one of those Rick Bear Hugs. He gives the warmest, most encompassing, loving hugs in the world. And he's one of the smartest people I know, if not the smartest, and I'm going to pick his brain as to what I should do next. I get the feeling he's going to tell me to do something on stage. That would not be a bad thing to hear right now. I could use that feeling of worth right about now.