So what's it gonna be?

Will I be able to sleep tonight?

My disability check hasn't come yet, the automated phone system says that the last check they sent out was the one I got two weeks ago and I can't call anyone to ask until the morning. Brooke, my therapist, convinced me not to go back on the Trazodone and try for natural sleep. No over the counter stuff, no herbs, nothing but calming thoughts and a restful soul.

Fuck, no, I'm not going to sleep tonight!

Hold me.