The Reign of Blah

I'm so sad right now. I don't know why. Sure I don't have money for my meds, but that's not it. I do feel a migraine coming on so that could be it. Usually before a migraine I feel really good; happy, at peace at where I am in the world. Sometimes I feel tall before a really bad one. I haven't had that yet so that's good. Of course I've been sitting down for the last few hours, so when I get up I could feel tall.

I have an aching sadness in my chest, there's a pixie with a pick axe in my skull and I hate where I am right now.