My emotions are out of control. I'm in love, I'm out of love, I fall, I get up, only to fall again.

It's got to stop, right? I mean at some point won't my brain realize that its feeling two things about a guy but not at the same time? It's good to know that I can fall for someone I know and not just have teenage crushes on glowing images.

I have to find a way to break this trend.